Monday, April 25, 2011

hey fam! 0‏ 4/25/11 Week 12

Hola!

Hey fam!  thank you all so much for the emails that i have recieved.  Right now i have 6 mozilla fox windows open, 5 of them so i can send pictures (cuz it´s SUPER slow and i can only fit 5 per email), so hopefully i´ll at least get a few to you by the time this hour is up.  I haven´t had a chance to really look at your emails thoroughly yet, so i might have to reply to them next week or something, since i only get an hour on here.  Anyway, this week was good!  still adjusting to the work and the language, but it´s been a great experience.  The language is coming along....better.  It´s still super hard for me to communicate with the people, but i haven´t been doing the best at opening my mouth and talking either.  so, i´m definitely going to step it up this week and talk to people more, even though i can´t understand all they´re saying haha.  It´s been a super humbling experience being here and it´s helped me realize just how much i rely on the Lord for everything in my life.  I know he´s taking care of you and me and it´s such a blessing.  So, we have 2 baptisms coming up on Saturday so that´s exciting!  i´ll let you know how that goes,  also, maybe some things i forgot to mention in hte last letter......they have some stuff down here called Dulce de Leche and it´s pretty much the best!  it´s like caramel.....but not haha, but i could eat it on everything its amazing!  also, alfajores are super good too.  They are a type of cookie down here that are way good.  Also, i didn´t mention all the dogs i don´t think.  Dogs are everywhere here haha, they just live in the streets...almost more dogs than people.  luckily they are all pretty nice, but maybe i´ve just been lucky enough not to meet a mean one...yet.  Also, the rumors about having good fruit down here are definitely true.  They have really good produce here.....i haven´t really eaten many vegetables cuz i can´t cook, but i like the apples and bananas!  anyway.......oh, so when i got to the mission home last week, they handed me a stack of Dear Elders that were from the beginning of being in the MTC.  So i had letters from Nate, Mom, Tiffani, Dad, and Casey that I shouldve read like the 2nd week i was in the Mtc haha, so sorry that i didn´t respond to those.  but yeah, we went shopping today in a part of the city that´s kind of like an outdoor mall.  I didn´t buy anything, cuz there wasn´t that great of deals.  They had some awesome soccer jerseys of Argentina though, but i thought i would wait a little while longer before i started buying stuff so that it can last until i get home.  Also, mom, i am sending pictures of a pair of scripture covers that a guy does in our neighborhood!  they are really awesome!  they are about 80 pesos a piece, which you can divide by 4 i think to get the american dollar amount.  But i know that´s what you wanted, so I´ll just pick out some pictures for you....unless you want something specific, then let me know.  What does everyone else want as far as souvenirs go? just in case i see it, i might as well get it haha.  Anyway, i hope everything is going fabulous there!  i love you all so much and i miss you a ton, but i know this is where the Lord needs me.  I have never been more stretched to my limit than now, but i know the Lord sometimes brings us down so he can lift us higher.  i testify this is his work and this is the true gospel of Jesus Christ.  He lives.  I´ll talk to you all soon, and we´ll get to talk on Mothers Day next month!  once again, sorry i haven´t responded to your emails yet.  But anyway, i pray for you all the time, hope all is well.  Ciao fam!!!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Elder Winger's email address

tanner.winger@myldsmail.net

Familia!!! Estoy aca! 0‏4/18/11 Week 10 & 11 Arrived in Argentina

Hey everyone!

Well, I´m here I´m here.  and still alive haha.  My p-days are on Monday now, so thats what´s going on.  I´m currently at a little building around the corner where they have computers...there are just a bunch of kids playing warcraft, and then me and my companion haha.  But anyway, here´s whats happened since I called in Atlanta:  The plane ride was quite long, about 9 hours or so.  I only slept for about 2 hours of it, and they were showing movies on the screen overhead.......plus I didn´t really want to have my reading light on during the night because I didnt want to wake people upw, so I basically just stared at my drinking cup the whole time haha.  We got to Buenas Aires around 8 o´clock on tuesday....i think we are four hours ahead from home, but not sure.  We got off the plane and went to a tiny airport that they have.  There´s basically one room where you pick up your bags and one room to check in haha.  So, after standing in line for 20 minutes or so to get my passport checked and stuff, we walked to the enterance where some missionaries and people were waiting for us.  Then, we split up from there, saying goodbye to my MTC amigos going to Mendoza was pretty hard, but yep.  Those of us going to Rosario...about 12 of us I think, can´t remember, loaded up into a couple of white vans and headed off.  Its definitely way different here.  The roads are all pretty beat up, and there are 2 lanes on most roads........except there aren´t any lines separating lanes, and everyone drives pretty crazy.  People switch lanes when they want, dodging pedestrians and bikers, no speed limits.  Yeah, it´s pretty sweet haha.  Anyway, back to the van, the ride was supposed to last 3 hours to Rosario, but it ended up taking the van I was in 6.  Our driver was super lost, and he wasn´t the brightest fellow....while on the main road to rosario, i knew this because you´d see signs every few miles, he suddenly turned off to a random road that was in terrible condition. We actually just drove on the dirt next to the road haha, yeah, that bad.  Anyway, we finally after a long while turned off the road and started heading some direction but I couldn´t tell which.  The climate is super flat here, and I can´t tell directions without mountains haha.  Anyway, we drove for a while one direction, when suddenly the driver turned us around......and we did this about 5 times I think before he finally pulled over and asked for directions.  Anyway, we finally made it to the Mission home 6 hours later.  My mission president´s name is President Villalba, and him and his wife are super nice.  So anyway, after getting settled in there for the night we had a few meetings with the assistants to the presidents, we finally went out and grabbed some food!  talk about tons better than the MTC haha.  They have pretty good food here, I haven´t been able to try a ton of it since I´m pretty poor and don´t have time, but it´s good.  Anyway, the next day we got to meet our trainers for our first area.  My companions name is Elder Techeira from Uruguay.  And he doesn´t speak hardly any english...at all.  Pretty much all he can say is random words, but he´s great.  Anyway, my area that I am serving in is called Parque Del Sur inSanta Fe.  It´s a pretty beat uwp town, super different from home. The first night here, Elder Techeira and I went shopping...and I had no idea what I was doing.  They whole peso thing throws me off, so i don´t buy too many things because I don´t want to run out of money hahaa. 
Anyway,  the other two elders in my pension (apartment) are Elder Tella (i think) and Elder Pixon.  They are from Argentina and Draper Utah.  Anyway, as far as the language goes and such....pretty much like starting all over.  When we go out and teach people, I can only catch words, but not enough to create sentences, so it´s been super hard to help Elder Techeira teach people.  In the movie  "the best two years" when kirby heyborne says "this isn´t the language they taught me in the MTC".  Exactly how i feel haha.  So, i don´t do a ton of talking during lessons, and when i do they can´t understand my gringo accent haha and i don´t know their dialect yet, but I´m doing the best that I can.  I pretty much strive on body language, and when Elder Techeira stops talking and stares at me, thats when i know to start talking haha.  It was pretty rough the first couple of days with everything. new place, new culture, new people, new language.  But i´m starting to settle in, rely everything I have on the Lord, have the faith that i can learn this language, and go to work.  The people here are so nice and humble, and it´s been such a blessing to serve among them so far. Anyway, i´m sending the pictures that I have taken so far, which haven´t been many since i haven´t had time. Mostly of the mission home and our pension in Parque Del Sur.  wow this keyboard is hard to type on, all the buttons are different. anyway, my day pretty much goes as followed: wake up at 630, exercise for 30 mintutes, usually a run, get ready, have personal study, companionship study, and language study until 1030, go out and work until 9 haha.  As far as the culture goes, everyone is pretty nice and laid back.  All of the houses have gates in front of them, probably because of robberies, but we just clap most of the time instead of knock on doors.  There´s parts of the city called villas, which are the really really poor parts.  The houses are made basically out of scrap metal and whatever else people can find, and its super super humbling to go and talk to the people.  i´ve been so humbled during my experience here, it´s helped me realize just how much i have.  another funny thing about some of the houses is that sometimes we will go into a pretty run-down house, and there´s nothing super nice in them, except they will have a nice tv. haha it´s pretty funny.  Also at our pension, we have a pretty big fan that we use at night to cool us down, it´s pretty loud, but i´m able to sleep through it.  Also, for all of the gates in front of houses, they have cool looking keys.  Elder techeira has the ones for our pension, and i call them castle keys.  they are like the one that you have by the back door mom, only smaller.  anyway...what else....it´s super weird not hearing english ever....or even understanding spanish haha, but i´m working super hard to learn the language, so i´m hoping it will come soon.  Anyway, i should have brought peanut butter mom haha, Elder Pixon asked me like the first day if i had any haha.  he´s the only one i can talk to in english, so it´s pretty stress relieving when he´s around.  Everyone else i have to have them repeat their sentance a few times + use hand signals, then i understand :).  Also about our pension, the shower for me is usually pretty cold since i´m the last one to use it....but i had a special treat of having a warm one this morning haha.  We also wash our clothes by hand at the pension, but i haven´t done that yet today.  We went and shopped for food today at walmart. yes walmart.  there are only 3 in Argentina í´ve heard, and two of them are close together in our area haha. Anyway, we walk everywhere, except when going to walmart and places, we take a taxi.  Also, we can only listen to Mormon Tabernacle Choir, so it kinda stinks cuz i have all this other music too, but it´s ok, it keeps me focused on the work.  On this past Sunday, Elder Techeira told me I had to give an 8 minute talk in sacrament......and i was like what?  i only had about 40 minutes to prepare the morning of, and then we headed off to church.  When we got there, the bishop said i was going to bear my testimony today, so that´s all i did.  It went pretty good and pretty simple haha.  It´s hard talking with the members, but i do the best i can.  I usually ask questions, then they give an answer, and i say ¨"si, si" haha, but over the last few days i have definitely improved on the language.  slowly and surely it´ll come.  Unfortunately the people talk super fast here, and leave letters out of words..but i catch what i can.  Anyway, i hope everything is going great at home!! it´s nice to finally send you an email and tell you how things are going!  it´s been the hardest experience of my life being here, but i know it´s going to be the most rewarding, especially for those people we can help bring unto Christ.  haha, the first couple of days here, me and elder techeira wouldn´t talk very much since i couldn´t understand him when he talks and he knows i don´t know a lot...but its definitely started to open up because i decided to break out of my shell and just speak everything i know, and making a lot of mistakes while doing so haha.  but i absolutely love teaching the people.  even though i can´t understand them very much when talking, ive had some experiences where you can literally see the spirit working inside them. it´s absolutely an amazing thing.  Also, we have 2 baptisms set for the 29th.....as far as i know if i understand what´s going on, so that should be exciting and i´ll let you know how that goes.  Also on the first day at the mission home, all of us new missionaries got to go to a baptism, which was way cool.  Anyway, i´m not really sure what else to say.  i´m surviving down here, and doing the best that i can to spread the gospel of Jesus Christ.  Also, Elder Techeira only has 5 weeks left in his mission, so we are really trying to push eachother.  me to learn the routine, and him to finish strong.  Family, i want to testify to you that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints is true.  God lives and loves all of his children, every single one in this world.  my scripture for the week is phillipians 4:13.  It´s only through Jesus Christ that I´ve been able to accomplish and make it through all of my experiences here.  I wake up with gratitude and joy every morning knowing that i get to go spread the gospel for another day.  my testimony continues to strengthen each day.  im doing the best i can with the language, but i´m mostly focused on having the spirit with me at all times, since i know that is what is going to convert people.  i feel bad for my companion because it feels like i don´t do a lot as far as teaching goes, but im striving to be always optimistic and to love every second out here.  I hope you enjoy the pictures that i send, and i´ll send more every week hopefully.  also family, i´d love to hear from you through email.  and i also found out that friends and anyone else that wants to can send me emails, i just have to respond through mail.  so, id love to hear from you all family and friends, and when i get the letter system figured out here, i will send you a letter back :).  thanks so much for all that you have given me in my life, especially for this opportunity.  it´s the hardest thing ever, but i´ve grown more than ever before.  anyway, i still have a little more time, so i´ll tell you about soccer! yesterday a team called Colon played here in the city.  They play every weekend i think.  Everyone wears red and black jerseys that day, and i´m not sure where the stadium is, but you can hear the crowd from anywhere in the city.  anyway, let me know what else you want to know.  every morning we eat breakfast, and the lunches are the biggest meal of the day here.  we usually get lunch from members, which is tons better than what i make myself at the pension, and then we usually don´t have dinner here, just snacking.  it´s definitely a culture to try and get used to. also, every day from 2-4 they have what is called a ciesta.  the whole city shuts down and everyone takes a nap ha.  we usually just keep tracting or go and study at the pension.  well, i guess i´ll stop now since this letter is so long, but i love you all!!! i miss you a ton, but i know this is where i am supposed to be.  i have a lot to learn, but i can do all things through Christ, which strengthens me.  This is his work, and i glory not of myself.  well, i´ll talk to you next week!  i pray for you all the time, and i hope all is well.  Will you let everyone know they can write me emails? i´d love to hear how everyone is doing.  Ciao!!

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

hello! 0‏4/06/11 Week 9

Hey Fam!!
How's everyone doing??  Feel free, if youre still keeping the blogspot thing updated, to put that email I sent to dad up....since I don't really have a ton of time to do email haha, only half hour.  Anyway, this week has been good! Only 5 more days here in the MTC!! pretty crazy, but I'm stoked to finally get out there and get to work.  So, General Conference was amazing. I'm sure you enjoyed it as much as I did.  It was awesome to actually get to listen to every talk and take notes, rather than the usual of me, falling asleep on the couch halfway through the first session ;).  But anyway, it was great.  It's hard to keep track of everything that happened this week, since it blends together terribly....so if I mention something that happened last week, sorry.  On Sunday I got to hear a devotional from Vai Sikahema.  He's from Philadelphia (i think)?, played on the 1984 championship BYU football team, served his mission in Rapid City, South Dakota, was an NBC sports reporter in Philly, played for the eagles in the NFL for a few years.  He was an awesome speaker!  One story that he shared with us was when he was a news reporter.  So, at the Phillies baseball game a few years ago they had "Mormon Night".  The Cubs were playing the Phillies that night.  Anyway, for the national anthem before the game, they had the missionaries from the area sing (64 Elders in all).  Usually during this time, the players will go to the locker room to stretch and get ready for the game,  but the great Sammy Sosa sat in the dugout during the anthem, the only player to stay behind.  Vai Sikahema was a little astonished that Sammy would sit and watch the missionaries sing instead of go with the team.  Vai went and asked him after and Sammy said, "I played baseball with the missionaries in the Domincan Republic when I was a kid."  He had great respect for the missionaries and I thought it was awesome.  After the missionaries finished singing, and talking to Vai, he went out onto the field and shook every Elder's hand.  It was an amazing story and it gave me a new perspective on the impact that missionaries can have in many different ways.  Also, Vai shared a ton of other stories, but another interesting fact he shared was that he was the one that came up with the Wednesday's Child phrase "Forever Families."  I thought you might be interested in that Mom haha.  He would show us clips of his newscasts and it was way funny cuz he would incorporate somekind of doctrine or testimony during the newscast haha.  Like one time, while doing the news sports cast, he had the missionaries singing called to serve in the background hahaha.  All the people that worked at the news station thought he was weird...but he's a stud.  Anyway, I don't have much time so I just want to say that I love you all and miss you so much!!  I pray for you all everyday and I'm so grateful for your prayers, they have definitely effected and helped me out while I've been here.  I can't wait to get to Argentina and to share the Gospel.  It's coming quick, and I'm a little antsy/nervous....but I know this is the Lord's work.  Thank you all for everything.  I should be calling sometime on Monday from the airport in SLC or Atlanta.  Ciao!
~Elder Winger

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

7 semana mark! 0‏3/30/11 Week 8

Hello once again!
How's everyone doing?!  Thanks again for all your letters!  They mean a ton out here, and I love hearing about life back home.  Anyway, I'm going to start out by asking for a couple things before I forget...I need maybe one more pack of the Zebra F-301 pens.  I'm terrible at keeping track of stuff, so I lose it pretty quick.  Also, maybe a pack of Crystal Light packs to go! I've been craving it haha, and they don't sell it here.  Oh, and I'm sending the scentsy order probably tomorrow.  Everyone just wants maybe a couple of sprays or so, so we will just send the order and then pay for whatever you're not able to provide us with mom.  Thanks!  Also, I should be sending a box of stuff home soon....i just need to find a box first and figure out what stuff I want to send ha, but I'll get on it.  In other news, everything is going great!  I can't believe I'm leaving in 12 days...it's a rollercoaster of emotions haha.  I'm super stoked, but I know it's going to be a crazy experience and adventure.  Bring it on!  I've learned so much here and my testimony continues to grow everyday.   So, I'm supposed to go to the hospital on Monday to get my plantar wart scraped off, so that'll be fun.  It'll be my first time having left here in a long time haha.  Other things this week:  On Monday, my district was chosen to have an Authority from the Area of the 70 come visit our class.  His name was Elder Patania, and he was just recently put in as the area 70 over Argentina, Uruguay, and Paraguay.  It was an awesome experience and he just had a very special spirit about him.  He only spoke Spanish, so it was fun to be able to talk with him and try to somewhat distinguish what he was saying haha.  I'll send a picture home soon of it.  I'm super excited for General Conference this weekend!  It'll be a great way to finish up my experience here at the MTC, receiving advice from the Prophets and Apostles before heading into the field.  As far as the language goes...it's coming along haha, but I know most of the learning is going to come when I'm immersed in it and am FORCED to speak it ;).  I love you all so much and I pray for you many times each day.  This is definitely going to be the best two years of my life, and I'm so grateful that you raised me in this Gospel and have given me this opportunity to serve the Lord.  My scripture for you this week is Matthew 26-28, chapters about the events of the great Atonement of our Savior Jesucristo.  The Atonement is central to this Gospel and everything we do.  The more I have learned about it, the more I've recognized it's significance.  My quote of the week comes from David A. Bednar:  "When it's time to be released, return to your home, but don't leave the mission field."  I know I'm out here to not only preach the gospel and serve, but to become the person that God wants me to become.  We are all missionaries as members of this church and it's our duty to livee each day as examples of Christ.  I love it out here and am having a marvellous experience!  Keep me posted on all that's happening, and I'll talk to you again soon!!
Love,
~Elder Winger 

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

que tal familia? 0‏ 3/23/11 Week 7

Hey fam!
Well, another week down!  It's crazy, how fast time is flying and how things are blending together.  By the time I get to my journal at night, I forgot most of the stuff that I did that day haha....i'm getting Alzheimer's :( .  Anyway, I'm continuing to learn a lot here!  We are starting to speak the language a lot more, even though I can't say a ton, it's fun to use....I'll definitely sound like a super gringo down in Argentina haha, can't wait.  So at the Devotional yesterday, we heard from Elder Costa from the presidency of the 70.  If you remember, he gave an amazing talk in the last General Conference, so I was stoked to hear from him.  And yes, he delivered.  He told us about his conversion story, i'll just give you a summary because it was legit.  He was 28 years old and both of his parents were members.  He overheard the missionaries talking about Joseph Smith in the other room, and he decided to search and ponder about Joseph Smith the Prophet.  He read JSH that night, and after each verse, he would ponder and pray about that specific verse and whether it was true.  After 14 hours of doing this, he received the answer that Joseph Smith was a prophet.  He then wanted to be baptized immediately!  Unfortunately, when he saw the Sister missionaries again the next day, they said he had to take 7 lessons and then he could be baptized.  He responded with: "Ok, well hurry and teach me, then I'll be baptized today."  Haha, the missionaries taught him 7 lessons in 2 days.  It was such a testimony to me that there are so many people that are ready to hear this gospel.  "the field is white already to harvest."  I'm so grateful to have had this gospel in my life and it has blessed me so much.  Anyway,  as far as biggest gainer goes....i've hit a wall at gaining weight :( still stuck at 9lbs thus far, but looking to overcome that this week.  And mom, I will get that scentsy order to you soon!  i just need to know what the limit for each missionary is for the first free order haha.  You're amazing, and we all diggin the scentsy out 'ere.  Anyway, I wish you could come visit for a day and feel of the spirit that all of my fellow missionaries have.  They have such strong testimonies and they help me grow each and everyday.  I try my best to serve those around me, but it feels like i'm just receiving all the service haha.  Anyway, another cool story, I found out a couple of days ago that the abnormal growth on the bottom of my foot that I haven't told anyone about is a plantar wart.  I saw the pediatrist today and we are in the process of wiping out the little treachery.  I had to get a couple shots in my foot for numbing.....then he put myocine...or something, they use it for cancer treatment or something haha.  He put that under the wart and it should kill all the skin above, which will turn the skin black, and then we will scrape it off in a couple of weeks.  I'm making this sound a lot more intense than it actually is, but i thought it was an adventure.  So I've been reading the book "Our Heritage lately" and I just want to share with you a quote from that.  It's from Brigham Young, towards the end of his life. "My whole life is devoted to the Almighty's Service."  I've realized that I'm called as a missionary, wearing this badge for 2 years.  But I have the rest of my life to be a return missionary.  The mission doesn't end after 2 years, it is a lifelong commitment. That has helped me change my perspective of becoming the person that the Lord wants me to become, because I know this experience is preparing my for the rest of my life.  I love my God with all my heart.  This is his church!  Scripture for you: Alma 7:11-13 I believe.  The Atonement is central in the Gospel, and it's so amazing to feel the Savior's love more and more as I study his sacrifice for all mankind.  Another quote from the week was from my Branch President, President Stephens.  He said "Attitude determines Altitude."  How true it is!  I'm trying my best to always be in a good, happy mood out here 24/7.  What better place to be than on the Lord's errand?  I'm simply an imperfect person sharing a perfect message, which makes me definitely unqualified, but through the Spirit, people can come to know of God's love for them, simply being reminded of who they are.  I love it here and am so grateful for all of your support and love.  And dad, get home already will ya? ;)  Thanks for the email you sent, I really enjoyed it.  Unfortunately I'm not to the stage of dreaming in Spanish.  Not even close.  But I'm working hard at it everyday, and it'll come in the Lord's due time.  I pray for you all everyday, family and friends.  You mean the world to me.  And mom, I'll start gathering stuff together to send home because I probably will send quite a bit ha.  And I found out the mail system for packages is terrible!  When I find out more info, I'll let you know, but don't plan on sending me any packages while i'm in Argentina.  That's advice from my teacher Hermano Weist who was on his mission a few months ago.  but, we'll just play it by ear.  Anyway, love you all!  Keep holdin down the fort back home :)  Oh, last thing, I heard about USU losing :( and BYU in the sweet 16! Sick!  and I heard Scott Watts got his call to Madagascar and Riley to Dominican Republic!  Way to Be!! ADIOS!
~Elder Winger

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Marzo 16! Another week down! 03/16/11 Week 6

Hello again my dear family,
How's everyone been doing!? It's pretty crazy I've been gone for 5 weeks! Pretty nuts...anyway,  this week went pretty well, it's hard to remember what happened because the days and weeks blend together.  So, I had to wake up at 4:30 this morning to walk some Elders in our zone to the bus because they were leaving to San Jose.  It was pretty rough seeing them go, and we'd had grown really close in the last 5 weeks.  But, it made me so excited to get down to Argentina!  I'm still enjoying it here tho, and I know I'm going to miss it/the people once i leave.  Thanks again for keeping in touch and Tiffani, I'm going to email you after I write this email instead of writing a letter back, for convenience....sorry!  haha, but hopefully your email is tiffani.winger@aggiemail.usu.edu because thats where I'm sending it.  Anyway,  another cool thing that I failed to mention about the MTC is that they give us $6 a week to use in the bookstore, plus we get 40% off so that has really been nice for keeping me stocked up on little conveniency purchases :)  Oh and mom, I'll be sending back that list of the scentsy purchases that some of the elders want shortly. Yesterday, we heard from Elder Maynes from the first quorum of the seventy!  He gave an amazing talk on the 3 greatest gifts from God:  1. Jesucristo 2. the Holy Ghost 3. Eternal Life. He focused mostly on the power of the Holy Ghost and the role that He plays in the Godhead.  The Holy Ghost is everything in this work.  I am simply a messenger of the Spirit, helping people come to the remembrance of who they are.  The Holy Ghost has been such an amazing gift in my life and I know that it's only through baptism and the laying on of hands that we can receive him as our constant companion, as well as living worthily.  Anyway, great talk.  Also, the spanish is coming along, slowly but surely haha.  It's starting to pick up again from last week, where I felt like I was in a little bit of a slump, but I know it will come in the due time of the Lord, and I'm just doing my best everyday out here, trying to become the best missionary i'm capable of becoming.  One thing that Sister Maynes mentioned in her talk yesterday was "become the missionary your mother thinks you are."  That struck me pretty hard, because I would never want to let you down in anything mom.  You've given me everything, including the wonderful gift of the Gospel, and it's my duty and privilege to share it with the rest of the world.  Thank you for everything you've given me, and thank you all for your love and what you've given me in my life!  Anyway, a couple of things i want you to maybe send if you have time......a harmonica?  I need some type of music doohikie to keep me sane from withdrawals of any instruments ha, and maybe that book I have called "common missionary questions" or something...then maybe a yo-yo :)  Sometimes just little entertainment things like that help relieve any stress and help me stay motivated on the work.  I love you all so much, miss you, and am looking forward to continuing to hear about how life's going.  and maybe even some pictures :)  Love you all, the Church is true.
            Keep it real,
                             Elder Winger